BRB (my thoughts are killing me)

from I EXIST by Erik Saxton

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I've got a case of the heavy heads
The world just seems to stop making sense
The worryings got you working towards a solution
Music isn't helping like it used to
I threw a song on then forgot what I was doing
Then I had the thought, I should stop thinking so much, its time to work towards doing

I gotta find out who I am before its too late
I gotta meet the me on the other side of the mirror
Self discovery hits like epiphanies
When the time just feels so fleeting
I gotta find out who I am

Its been a year of endless reflection
Inside through good intentions
Learning how to focus creativity into good vibes
I'm asking myself all these pointed questions
Like why do we exist? Am I missing a message
Then I realized that the answer resides
In that I never really needed it

I gotta find out who I am before its too late
I gotta meet the me on the other side of the mirror
Self discovery hits like epiphanies
When the time just feels so fleeting
I gotta find out who I am

Am I just wandering?
And who am I asking?
If they took the time to answer would I accept it
All of these questions
Start to feel more like burdens
Lifting dumb thoughts like dumbbells hoping for a gain
Am I winning the game
What is the prize?
When I die will I be satisfied with the other side
Does it really even matter
Like would it make me so happy
Is this thing that I've been searching for is inside
Its like they say
This thing that I've been searching for is inside
Its like they say
This thing that I've been searching for is inside

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from I EXIST, track released April 30, 2021

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